Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Ethereal ambience at launch of journal-memoir Giving Yourself to Life


Overcast skies gave way to luminous beams of early evening light, as close to 100 people gathered at the St Heliers Bay Community Centre to celebrate the launch of Deborah Shepard’s poignant journal-memoir, Giving Yourself to Life: A journal of Pain, Hope and Renewal.

As guests mingled, enjoying conversation, canapés and wine, softly segueing to publisher Cathie Dunsford’s conch shell powhiri, which officially welcomed everyone and marked the formal part of the evening. As everyone took their seats in the chapel, Deborah’s book was officially blessed and the speeches commenced.

Calico Publisher Linda Cassells was MC for the evening and did so with elegance and grace, generously introducing each speaker – Poet Laureate Elizabeth Smither;  Dr Bob Large (former Clinical Director, Greenlane Hospital), who officially launched Giving Yourself to Life; concert pianist Flavio Villani – and paying warm tribute to Deborah and the team at Calico.

Photo left - Deborah Shepard & Linda Cassells - photo Leigh Burrell

Linda spoke fondly about that moment when she first received Deborah’s completed manuscript, saying, I’m not sure if publishers can talk about ‘love at first read’, but that encapsulates my response when I first read Deborah’s manuscript. A Journal of Pain, Hope and Renewal, a year of constant pain – it is not easy material. And yet, as the Australian writer and poet Kate Llewellyn has commented on this book, Deborah makes ‘a beautiful chart of a horrid thing’. It is ‘full of grit and stoicism’. She calls it ‘slow, elegant and brave’.”

Elizabeth Smither travelled up from New Plymouth especially, to be part of Deborah’s book launch, and was the first speaker. Delivering what can only be described as a “poet’s speech,” Elizabeth gave an insightful account of the challenge and discipline of journal writing; Deborah later remarked on how interesting this exposition was to her as a journal writer. Later, in her speech, Deborah thanked Elizabeth warmly for her endorsement of her book, saying that it was “an absolute high point in my life as a writer.”

Then, Dr Bob Large spoke with great warmth and whimsy, describing Deborah’s book as “a beautifully-written, authentic, first person journal (that) is certain to be helpful to pain sufferers.” In officially launching her book, he went on to say how invaluable Deborah’s book was to him personally and that reading the account of her process in individual therapy sessions with him had been a gift. 

Linda then introduced Flavio Villani, who had composed an achingly beautiful score; a musical response to Deborah’s literary endeavour, and one which perfectly complemented Mairi Gunn’s short film about Giving Yourself to Life, which was shown after Flavio’s performance. You could have heard a pin drop!

Mairi’s film captures the beauty of nature, the serenity and hope that imbues Giving Yourself to Life. Deborah’s intent in writing her journal-memoir, to reach out to people everywhere and write 'about living fully in the midst of all the sufferings we, as human beings, encounter on a life path.' To see Mairi’s film, please click on this link: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rkaDRWemb4.

Then, a clearly emotional Deborah spoke about how, at the instigation of her friend Fiona Graham, who had gifted her with a journal and then encouraged her “to write, Deborah, write your way through.” Deborah also acknowledged the five strong women to whom she had dedicated her book and who remain her dearest mentors: Jacqueline Fahey, the late Margaret Mahy, the late Merimeri Penfold, Gaylene Preston and Anne Salmond.
Deborah paid tribute to the “huge amount of unseen effort, from an army of people, that simply pours into the production of a work such as this,” and in particular, the support she had received from publisher Linda Cassells; the life writers who had attended her courses; the Michael King Writers’ Centre Trust, including Chair Catrina Ferguson for supporting the final stage of the writing of this journal with the gift of an autumn residency in 2013, Director Karren Beanland for her warm support; and husband Julian.

As the speeches melted into a book signing and more clinking of glasses, Deborah was heard to say that the event “had exceeded expectations.” I can see why.

Extract from Giving Yourself to Life:

4 November
I must be improving. This morning when I awoke and lifted the blinds in my bedroom to say hello to the garden I felt happy to be starting another day. Flowers are bursting out everywhere. Beside the gravel path beyond the kitchen window, the little stars of porcelain-blue symphytum are winking from a border of old-fashioned Johnson’s Blue geraniums and the occasional wand of white aquilegia.
I love this moment before the day begins, the pause before the action starts. It seems in this space there is brimming potential. We can begin again, try to do better, be more loving and gracious, listen more.
As I turned to leave the room I spotted the flicker of a little fantail in flight – the piwakawaka – like a shuttlecock tossed lightly into the air.

For more about Giving Yourself to Life please visit: http://www.thejournal.co.nz/.


 L to R Elizabeth Smither, Dr Bob Large, Cathie Dunsford, Deborah Shepard, Linda Cassells, Flavio Villani - Leigh Burrell

Launch report by Sarah Thornton
Thornton Communications Ltd

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